Confessions…

Last night, I was able to talk to a very close friend of mine again over the phone. I’m so happy for her because finally she’s out of that complicated love triangle that she’s been rambling about for the past three weeks or so.

Well, during that time, I found myself falling in love with her. Although weird and unorthodox she may be, I still found so many things about her to fall in love with. The way she smirks. Her insanely loud laughter (annoying at times but lovable still).

I told her that I am falling in love with her than I’m happy that she’s already fallen in love with someone else.

I waited this long to tell her because I didn’t want to tell her. Yes, I’m a fucking martyr because I didn’t want to make things complicated for her.

I thanked her last night for opening up my heart again. After my last break up, I thought I won’t be able to truly love again.

As the song by Drop N Harmony goes…

“There was a time when I used to run away,
Everytime I started to fall, ’cause
Love’s never been very kind of me, no baby
Not very kind at all 

Until you, you stole my heart away
Somehow you helped restore my faith
For something I thought wasn’t for me
Now comes so easily, because I love you..”