Slowing Down…

Jun, a PLDT technician, came by today to check for our bandwidth speed. Guess what? Nothing has changed. I want to get this DSL disconnected already.

Damn service sucks!

Getting Along…

It has been some time now since that gut wrenching moment. I guess, I’m moving along quite fine. Things are going back to the way it used to be before I was with her. I got to talk to some old friends. I have my time all to myself. I get to do things like the way I want to. It sounds selfish, I know. But, it’s the only way I can get a hold of my life.

I don’t know what the future holds for me but I know I will be the best. I don’t know if I’ll ever end up with someone, but I sure hope that I will. It’s hard to say this especially that I am a romantic. My heart is longing for love that I haven’t felt for quite some time now. I guess this past 12 months hasn’t been exactly what it used to be even if I was with her. I suppose that to some point, I felt that I wasn’t the one for her, or I wasn’t the one in heart anymore. Boy, I wish I was. I still hope that some day I will end with her, but that’s just wishful thinking. Wishes rarely do come true. Regardless, I am just contented with what I am right now, but that doesn’t mean I will not strive to be the best.

I will be the best in what I do. I promise myself that. Until then.

Broken Mouse…

Darn it. I woke up this morning and the internet connection is finally up. And then, I found out that the scroll of my mouse is broken! Dammit, I should have just bought that wireless keyboard mouse combination rather than buy a cheap mouse. at least the investment would have paid off. anyhow, I just got back in today after driving for mama. Pretty tiring considered I was driving non-stop for 4 hours. It was alright, I enjoy driving.

Funny thing is. when we were on our way home she started to ask about her again. She was asking why we broke up. I didn’t really know what to answer. After all, it’s something I didn’t want to complicate. I just told her that she wanted to be happy. She asked me if she already has a boyfriend. I just answer with a nod. I really don’t know because its been some time now since we last talked. Its getting harder each day accepting this fact. But I guess if I can fix this broken mouse. maybe I could fix my broken heart as well.

Until then, later.

PLDT DSL SUCKS

Wow, finally after 12 hours of no connection from my service provider I am able to connect to the internet and get needed information for my business. I am really not in the mood to blog much right now but I will say this.

PLDT SUCKS!

Counting The Days…

I’ve been going through a lot lately. I have been battling myself ever since she left me. It seems that I am counting the days until I self destruct, or counting the days until she would come back to me. It’s been a long hard journey. I have been playing games more often than before. I guess it’s just my way of expressing my anger towards what happened. I couldn’t bring myself to blame her for leaving me and falling for someone else. I really do want her to be happy. I know I’m not hanging on the mere hope that she would come back to me. Its just that, I’m always the person who wants to find an answer. An answer to why I am counting down the days.

Missing someone…

Have you every just stopped at what you are doing? You stopped because a thought of someone just into mind. Well, I just had one of those. Its painful to think on how things are turning out the way you didn’t want to. Made plans for a family that wasn’t really there. Missing that someone so hard that I just want to cry but unable to because all of my tears have ran dry.

I’ve been asking myself how could this be; when everything seems so. perfect. I guess even perfection has its flaws. I miss her a lot but I’ve already moved on. I am starting to like a certain individual. Come to think of it, in some ways, she is similar to her. I try not to compare but it can’t be helped. This is the person I’ve been with for the past 3 years. Someone who could have been the mother of my children. Someone I thought, then, I would grow old and die with.

It is really hard to go through this knowing that with all the relationships I’ve had, she was the one who really did stand out. I do miss her. This makes it hard for me to understand why I am falling in love with someone new.

I guess time will only tell what will be my life will unfold.

Initial D

Well, at long last I’ve finished the whole season of Initial D: Fourth Stage. It was a bit compelling evening considering how Takumi’s opponent spun after his AE86 broke its front right suspension. It was weird but the whole race was pretty intense. I just didn’t like the ending. Overall, the entire season was great. I would recommend it to anyone!

Until then, Later..

Cool Down, Bro!

Well, it’s been a long, hectic and tiresome day. I woke around 9am and then called up mike if it would be possible to move our transaction to 3pm since it would be non efficient going back and forth getting the drives. I was scheduled to get the hard drive around 2pm. Good thing that Mike had a business deal going at Mega Mall at 2pm. Good thing I slept in Ortigas or it would have been a bad way going to Kabihasnan. I initially planned in getting the hard drive first and then the enclosure from Mike. So it would be easier to settle the deal, but Mike being at Mega Mall at the right time made it real easy for me to get everything done.

So, I got the enclosure from Mike, as well as a power supply for J’s enclosure and a hard drive fan for me. I then went to Makati to pick up the hard drive from Hubert’s friend, Brian. From the bus stop, I walked to Shell Maya which was a good 150 meters away. I was still wearing my dark blue sweat shirt from last night and a long sleeved shirt under that. Imagine the heat my body went through in the middle of the afternoon. Anyhow, I got there and we chatted a bit and got each other’s account information. I proceeded to Park ‘N Fly where the business transaction will be held. I waited a few minutes before the buyer, Michael, arrived. Transaction went on smoothly, unfortunately, Hubert didn’t tell me that the hard drives were in raw format and were not yet formatted. Well, no hard done there. I just guided Michael over the mobile on how to solve the problem.

When I got home, I immediately dismantled my CPU in order to install the hard drive fan. Installation of the fan on the drive was not a problem. It was easy, actually. But, just as I suspected, my CPU case has support brackets for hard drives and since the fan’s casing adding 3 millimeters to the drive, the screw holes were offset. I had to flatten the brackets in order to have the holes aligned. I had to be careful that my tools don’t damage any parts on my CPU. Upon installation, I booted my pc. Upon loading windows, I immediately started Speed Fan (an application in checking CPU temperature). To my surprise, my hard drive only heated up to 30 degrees Celsius. That’s half the temperature than it used to be (around 62 degrees). I’m really happy that I invested on this hard drive fan. Now I can rest easier knowing that my hard drive is safe from overheating. Now about that processor.

End Of The Day…

Well, another day has passed by. More lessons learn. More wounds heal. I guess I will be finishing up today with some satisfaction. I could have been better but its more than what I could have asked for. Deals finished and more friendly people I’ve met.

Until then, later

Reving Up

In just a few hours, Clan dAL will have their first official EB in some years. I can’t wait to meet some old friends and get to know new ones. I don’t know what to expect but as far as I know, there will be a lot of booze to drink and stories to tell. I heard they were gonna play poker. If they are, I’m dealing, hehe. anyhow, I’ll just continuing watching the tube and keep on killing time. Also, I hope to get this deal for the hard drive to be over soon. I’ll be heading off.

Until then, later.

Good Morning!

Well, I’m starting to get the hang to posting it via email but it’s a bit bothersome that I to confirm it every time that I do. If only there was a quick link window like the one I use for movabletype blogger. Anyhow, I have been reading across the forums of DOGZ and PLDT PLAY. I must say, DOGZ is still a better classed community. After all, DOGZ was the first Philippine gaming community.

Well, honestly, like what shink1m said, it’s a bit of GMA 7 versus ABS CBN 2 network wars. No one can really tell who’s who. Well, enough about that. I’ll be tweaking some more designs on this and see how heavy I can customize this page. I’d really want this page to look the way I want do.

Until then, later..

Boredom

Well, it’s already 6pm in the evening and I’m pretty much bored. Got nothing else do around here. Internet connection is still a bust. Crappy PLDT MyDSL is not something I would recommend. Too much trouble for its worth, unfortunately, I’m on a contract which makes it harder for me to leave because I could use the disconnection fee for something else. Anyhow, I don’t know what I will be doing for the next few hours.

I’ve been trying to figure out this new blogging site that jepoy told me about. Doesn’t really leave too much of a creative managing or maybe because I’m a Designer my self which leaves me with wanting more control over my site. I guess time will only tell when I will be getting my domain name and server. I miss the days of HGP (HomeGrownPinoy) with my cousins, iyam and crusher. I don’t think they are blogging anymore.

Well, I know I don’t have any readers of this right now. It sounds like a bad thing but it’s actually a good thing for me. After all, I hate the way my site looks right now. Now if only there was a way for me to edit the html encoding. then I’ll be in business.

Speaking of business, I guess my brother’s idea of being just a reseller is actually working out. Although cash flow isn’t as constant as I hoped it to be. I have a deal this weekend but the details of me getting the items are a bit blurry. My supplier told me that his friend would contact me today. No message as of late. I don’t want to lose face with this prospective buyer. After all, customers are most valued asset of a company. I’ll be posting more soon. I think this is getting way out of hand.

Until then, later.

First Post

Well, it has been a long time since I posted on a web blog. Thanks jepoy for showing me this site. Truly appreciate it. Well, I really nothing to say right but I will be posting more soon!

Thanks again jepoy!